So frustrated, blehhh…
07 - 26 - 2011
My girlfriend, finally. Yup, its official! ;D
Today was a perfect Sunday, until…something ruined it.
My family was having a small get together at my grandma’s place, they made food. I came a bit late because they didn’t tell me til last minute.
My grandma started lecturing me about having a girlfriend. Apparently, a relative of mine saw me with Victoria and told my grandma. They didn’t say where or when, hmm…
First of all, shady as hell that my relative sees me around but doesn’t say Hi or whatever.
Two, my personal life ain’t your fucking business. You don’t need to go tell my grandma that I’m with a girl. What if the girl was just a friend? Well lucky you, the girl I’ve been with lately is my girl and damn proud to have her as my girl.
Three, My grandma needs to LET GO. It’s a new generation, girls be getting pregnant at 16…not when their in their late 20’s or early 30’s. So naturally people are in relationships younger than back in the day. I’m 22, whats wrong with dating or having a girlfriend??! Funny thing is, she said: “You are still 18-19, no dating!” Sorry grandma, time flies by and I’m not your little grandson anymore…I’m 22 and growing up faster than you realize. My grandma will never know what Victoria means to me.
So freakin’ frustrated over this.
Hahha, home on a saturday night! YUP thats right, I didn’t even go out last night either. :)
Honestly, this week has been one of the roughest weeks at work in a long time. I don’t want to get into detail, but I’m glad I have the weekend to just be lazy and relax. It’s only going to get busier at work which means more stress!
Went out to Wash Park with a few friends who play for Dub-Stomp, I just wanted to run around in my cleats again. Lacing up my football cleats, randomly gave me the chills. It reminded me how important it was to me, it was something in my life I could truly say made me happy. It also brought back all the memories, the good and bad.
I had a few dropped passes, I wasn’t disappointed as I usually would be, I’m rusty and thats what happens when you’ve been away from it for several weeks. Cutting, & getting out of my breaks felt normal, my speed & quickness is definately still there, AND most importantly no pain in the elbow and almost full range of motion! :D But…my cardio was terrible, as I expected, I was gasping for air after 10 minutes. Can’t wait til Tuesday, its been way too long. I want to be on that field, underneath them lights…
My love life, isn’t where I thought it would be. After my break-up with Megan and a couple ‘hit-and-MISSES’, I thought I was going to stay single for a long long time. I always heard of the quote, ‘Greats things happen unexpectedly.’ It couldn’t be any more real.
Victoria not just walked but marched into my life because I said something as simple as, ‘Hey!’ She’s already seen me when I’m at my best and even when I’m at my worst. Regardless, she is still by my side no matter what and understands that I am not perfect. Could not ask for anything more & could not be any HAPPIER! :D
Oh yea, on the 27th it’ll be exactly two months since we first started talking. Damn, time sure goes by fast huh…
Hahaha, thats how I feel. I just wanna go up to the mountains, the highest peak and just scream as loud as I can, WOOOOOOO!! I can’t complain about my life, everything has been great. Last summer I remember saying, this has been the best summer yet…but boy am I wrong. This summer has already topped it!
I have been reconnecting with old friends, I guess we all can drift and do our own things but memories will never go away. I used to be very close to John & Scott, after I got with Megan last summer we drifted and I’ll admit alot of it was my fault. I’m one of those guys who gives his all to his girl. Work was a big factor too and still is, I can’t go out like I used to.
Not just old friends, but my current & new friends are building a stronger bond. Without them, I wouldn’t know if this summer would be as great as it is.
Global Dance Festival, WOW! Avicii is one of the new up-and-coming DJ’s in the electronic dance music scene. He only got to spin for an hour and a half, I wish he spun for another hour!! Everyone is all up on Skrillex’s balls, but seriously…Avicii, hands down…amazing. My street brother from Houston has been in town so I took him out to saturdays set. He always wanted to dance to House, he really enjoyed it since the whole rave scene isn’t huge in Houston.
Victoria, I can’t say enough about her. She makes me smile all the time, I swear I’m going to get wrinkles faster than I should. But I can’t complain, alot of people wish they had someone who could do that. I feel sooo lucky to have her. It’ll be two months since we’ve talked on the 27th of this month, it feels like its only been a couple weeks. Thats a good thing right?? Just the beginning to something I feel, will be amazing.
Oh yea! I know I’m not cleared to play an sports so I’ve missed the past three football games. The most recent one was the toughest to watch, knowing I can be out there to do something, help my team out. I’ve decided that I’m coming back in tommorow’s game. I know everyone has advised me not to and to just take care of myself. I feel comfortable enough to be out there. Can’t wait to lace my cleats up! :)